My previous message. I was being tutored in Intro to Quantum Mechanics by a grad student and then the "mini" course in QM had to come to a stop right in the middle. As a teacher she was brilliant and she awakened a long forgotten desire in me to be a Physicist. I might have to go back to school and major in Physics to fix my brain cells as a result of this mini course. A little knowledge can be dangerous. I am in limbo now. I was doing fairly well, until she had to stop.
I just want to get out of this mental state now. Self study may be my only hope to be prepared when I go back to school, but I am not in communication with her anymore and I am not doing to well learning on my own.
Sorry if my message was a little desperate and possibly not true.
Rich